Do it because it makes you happy. Don't do it to try and "fit in". You belong. You are worthy. Do what makes you happy. I used to make decisions based on making other people happy. It didn't work. I was still a disappointment, plus I was unhappy. Now I prioritize my own happiness. ☺️ It's hard to break out of being a people pleaser. I think this is important to remember: If you don't feel safe being yourself around them, you are better off without them. You deserve to feel safe being yourself.